I can't imagine how I have wasted a lot of time with this guy because of some doubt that everything between us will never work at all no matter how we consider much of each other's presence and now that he's gone from my side, I realized that what we had was all I really need to fill the spaces in my heart. Perhaps, I was just scared to know that I really need him and his presence within my life. I missed all the times we carelessly spent with each other. The innocent care and affection we have shared. I struggled to keep this yearning within me. I tried to stop thinking that I'm such a fool to pretend that what I'm doing is what good for me right now but even if how many times I tried, still the memories of him lingers in every second I'm alone. Yes, I miss him and the love I had thought wasn't enough.
